Freedom from the subject of representations, freedom from the egoity of Being and its truth-discourse: clearly I do not have it within me to bring about such freedom. I am surrendered to chance… irrevocably given over to another, to a response that is not only not guaranteed, but cannot ever be verified in any way. Has anyone been forced to such limits of stupidity in their refutation of themselves, of any given meaning in pursuit of the asignifying excess of infinity?
These words will not explain what this means because the meaning of the pursuit itself escapes me– escapes meaning as such, escapes any kind of articulation because articulated a priori; because pursuit means transport, outside myself, surrendered once again to chance. How much I wish there were some guiding criterion for all this; instead, exposed to the unlimited, the inappropriable event, as to the most commonplace. This experience that outdoes me every day: the invasion into this day of my last. But to access that– could it be freedom after all?
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